I'M B@CK, But Not in GOoD ConDition

Dear all, sorry have been missing from the blog since Thu. Miss me? I miss all of you too. I have lots to write but unfortunately, I do not feel like writing anything at the moment. So sorry again people, I'm emotionally down! Not too sure about what had happened to me, well, I do wish to know it myself too. Maybe lots of things have been bugging me which added up to make me burst into tears! I might be looking fine in front all of you, but the matter of fact, I'm not. All of you must be wondering the same sindrome I had for past few days, I might looked quiet and not wanting to talk much. I know sometime it's silly to be like that. But I can't help it. I just do not want all of you to be worrying about me. I tried to be happy but I cant.

I'm terribly sorry to those that had noticed the changed in me and made them worried. All I can say right now, is, I'M SO SORRY PEEPS! Please pray for me. I just couldnt be the real James as before. Perhaps this is could be the major transition in my life.

That's all I can say for now before my mind get into some thinking state and cry again. Sorry peeps for this sad blog. That's just how life goes. It's not always happy but something there are ups and downs. Hope that my mood won't affect all of you. Take care peeps. Please don't hope for daily updates till my mood gets better. I really feel so bad to those that spare their time reading my blog everyday. I'm so so so SORRY again! Hope all of you do understand my situation at the moment and don't blame me, okie?