So SORRY Peeps!

People, I'm back. First of all, I would like to thank all of you for your prayer support! I'm really touched and I finally noticed who are the peeps that really care about me. Thanks again people. Well, secondly, I'm really SORRY as I did made alot of you worried about me. Thirdly I'm SORRY again for the things that I'd done that offended you peeps. Guess sorry is not enough but I really wish for forgiveness from all of you.

I guess I'm alright now. Just have to learn how to really let go THINGS, that's all. After all, it's not so tough to let go things huh? All you need to do is just a little of sacrifice. Sometimes we want things to be happen in our ways or we might be giving some high expectation on certain things and it's just not happening in the ways we wanted. At the end, we are the one that get dissapointment. So why we have to do things to hurt ourself? One thing I have really learned through this process, if I don't love myself, who is going to?

And 1 more thing, I'd like to share. I do not think if by myself alone, I'd notice all these. It's only GOD who is able to waken me up for this "deep sleep". I think I really got a hard "slap" from God yesterday when I really felt what God is trying to tell me through the Planet Shakers' Concert. Put your hopes on God not on earthly things nor humans. Don't be too trusting on tangible things, please! I do not wish that all of you to go through the same experience as I did.

I can see that many people are much happier when they see me smile especially those that are really close to me. Well, not to mention name here, but I guess you guys should know who am I refering to. If you're one of them, then you should be smiling now. Haha. Even my dear colleague also happy for me. Thanks Dan. Really touched to know someone like you.

I am so happy today, till I went out for BKT. Haha. Samo ate 2 bowl of rice and right after that, Dan bought me ice-cream. Haha. Yum yum! Guess I have alot to write now but afraid that will bored all of you. So, I shall just stop here. Take care peeps and have a great weekend ahead! CHEERS!

I'M B@CK, But Not in GOoD ConDition

Dear all, sorry have been missing from the blog since Thu. Miss me? I miss all of you too. I have lots to write but unfortunately, I do not feel like writing anything at the moment. So sorry again people, I'm emotionally down! Not too sure about what had happened to me, well, I do wish to know it myself too. Maybe lots of things have been bugging me which added up to make me burst into tears! I might be looking fine in front all of you, but the matter of fact, I'm not. All of you must be wondering the same sindrome I had for past few days, I might looked quiet and not wanting to talk much. I know sometime it's silly to be like that. But I can't help it. I just do not want all of you to be worrying about me. I tried to be happy but I cant.

I'm terribly sorry to those that had noticed the changed in me and made them worried. All I can say right now, is, I'M SO SORRY PEEPS! Please pray for me. I just couldnt be the real James as before. Perhaps this is could be the major transition in my life.

That's all I can say for now before my mind get into some thinking state and cry again. Sorry peeps for this sad blog. That's just how life goes. It's not always happy but something there are ups and downs. Hope that my mood won't affect all of you. Take care peeps. Please don't hope for daily updates till my mood gets better. I really feel so bad to those that spare their time reading my blog everyday. I'm so so so SORRY again! Hope all of you do understand my situation at the moment and don't blame me, okie?